I find myself in constant turmoil, I am almost in complete despair, I am ready to give up on the notion that most people even have a chance to be saved!  It’s not that I do not believe in God who can do anything, it’s not that I don’t see God as all powerful, but it’s just that I don’t know what God will do, especially in a time and season such as this.  (Psa 77:8) Is his mercy clean gone for ever? doth his promise fail for evermore?

As I observe the condition of men, I am ever more aware of the complete separation, the impassible gulf, the chasm, the impenetrable wall that is between man and God.

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